that i will talk & tell you ALL my feelings i been putting it inside me. then i want to hear your part too. if you don’t have anything towards me , we’re done. i’m going to move on and keep going forward.
i seriously don’t. half of my heart is happy that you messaged me back & told me that you want to make it up and stuff. But other half of my heart still unsure. i probably don’t want to get hurt by you again like you did before. i know i always tend to go back to you even though you hurt me multiple times. it’s just not that easy for me to let go of someone that meant so much to me and did so much stuff together with short amount of time. it doesn’t matter how long , what it really matters is if our heart is really connected to each other. i’m still not sure if you still have some kind of feelings towards me. i mean i hope you do.. cause i still do , a lot. so one day or maybe soon , please tell me how you really feel towards me.
please..
yes , i’m happy. you know why? it’s because you FINALLY messaged me back. you finally asked me how i’m doing. i was really happy to see that message today during class. you don’t even know how happy i was. yeah , i know. that one simple message from you can make my day and make me happy. THANKYOU <3 now , i just wish that you would talk to me like you used to , tell me that you miss me , and that you still love me and wants me back.. but i know that won’t happen anymore. we’re over now , i know.. but i’m still happy that you replied today , thankyou so much for making my day (:
i seriously don’t know what to do..i know i still care about you and part of me wants to be with you again. but the question is “do you?” yep , that’s the question i’m dying to know for months and months while you’re gone since last summer. i know i have to give up , i know i have to move on. but honestly , i can’t../: that’s what sucks so much. why can’t i just forget about you? what can’t i just move on? because i know it’s pointless for me to just sit here to give a fuck about me , when i know you won’t..ugh , i hope one day you realize that i care about you this much that my heart hurts and i hope one day you will come back to me again & we can start fresh and be happy together..
it was nice getting a comment back like this from my friend who used to live here.
miss youuu <3
it’s so fucking ridiculous how you still listen to your mom. i mean , what the fuck did she do that made you happy? i’m pretty sure that she did nothing , i mean NOTHING. all she did was bitch at you , disencourage you , make you feel down , and so on. yet you still choose her over me. i was the one who was always there for you when you needed someone the most , i was the one who always listened and brought you back up and made you happy. but all your actions seems like i’m nothing to you. yeah , maybe i don’t mean shit to you. but whatever , you will realize everything and who was actually always on your side and was there for you. but by the time you realize it , it will be gone.
